please SCOLD ME

what have i done??!!
i didn't utilise my time well..keep wasting time..
eat..sleep..online..
maybe i shouldn't back to my home..
shut myself at the campus may better than now!
just feel like rushing back to my campus!

sorry..to dear and shan..
spoilt your mood..
i shouldn't be like this..
all i can say is just sorry..please do forgive me.

about back penang..finally i din follow.
my big aunt backed..
yes..im giving excuse so that i dont have to back penang.
im bad.i know.
i get shocked when i know my grandma was sent to old folk home.
started thinking about the complicated thing.

!!!!!
I MUST STUDY!
6 days from now!
please!! CHEAH ZI CHIAN!!
wake up!!!

20110820

finally..tests and drama come to an end..
dont know izit a happy ending??
they really suffer me for a long time!
i sacrificed a lots for the stu drama.
i waste time to practice,do props and waste money contact them!
please.. im not the group leader! i should do less!
luckily i get some compliments from the audiences!
hope it ll be all well!
tests~~
i have no right to complain..because i deserve that~~
i din really give effort in my tests!
sorry.

well..here to announce that my final ll be on 6th of sep till 11th of sep.
lecturers keep remind us that test is different from final.
we will know the *STANDARD*! it sounded uneasy!
please give me the strength to study during my study week.
DO NOT GET INFLUENCE by others.
think of back to the jungle earlier.
so that can concentrate!

dear..know that u unsatisfied with your result..
the environment is too different from before.
is quite difficult to adapt..u just need time.
but..please dont over push yourself..
must have appropriate rest and break.we are only HUMAN.
no one is perfect..
this sem ll be a hectic sem for u..
MUST3 take good care..anything happen, just tell me..
i ll always stand by..^^
touch leh?

really miss3 u..TT
want to tell u that is so difficult for me to find another friend like u!
u are irreplaceable..
i really wish that i can back right now.
i haven't fully accept the environment here.
maybe i should stop thinking.

the picture that day i want to send is this

20110807

is august!!a hectic month.
test..test..test..
is full with tests...
practice..practice..practice..
have to do my drama practice..
but im still wasting my time!!
arggggghhhhhhhhh!!

i start hating chemistry
very sorry..to pn.low..

the fasting month is really terrible.
those muslims must make all the races to have fasting with them..
the cafes all close..i can't hunt for any food in the morning..
starve..eat breads only..is really stupid!

i bought the ktm ticket to back KL already!!
it is on 25th aug..2040 ll reach..
another problem now..my dad ll move to port dickson to work..
no one can fetch me back home..TT
*try to seek help from wei nee..

u know pn. halimah?
her daughter is study at utp also..
i know her daughter..and yesterday i saw her..
but..actually i dont know pn.halimah!
hahaha

dear...still coughing??
take good care leh.ok?
dont stay too late..
*health**
miss you

20110731

one week gone..time flies so fast!
just feel that i never appreciate every second to study..
i believe that peer pressure really bring lots of effect to people.
u ll tend to be like the same with your gang,
while they ll do the same things also.
sometimes i doubt that people lost their original personalities..

i really don't know whether im on the right track or not.
im quite enjoy nowadays.
i play Iphone game, beat jerry's highscore..
i play ball in the midnight, have fun when watch 1 friend's action.
her action naturally entertains me.
i go to other's room talk and talk and talk..
really have fun!
PROBLEM now!!
i neglected my study!
im lack of self-control, lack of will-power,lack of determination..
CHEAH ZI CHIAN!! please awake!
U ARE A SCHOLAR, U HAVE BIG RESPONSIBILITY TO SCORE WELL!!
DON'T DISAPPOINT OTHERS!
really hope that i can have fun and at the same time can handle my studies.
yea..im greedy! i want both! can I?
i know is very3 difficult..sigh~~

fasting month is coming..
u know what? at stu UTP, no food sell in the morning and afternoon.
mean that only can eat at the night, my lunch ll be none or bread!
this bad news make my desire to have a car become stronger.
if i have car i could drive to outside to have my meals.
*much more delicious in the campus!
i have to do my study for 5 years, is not 5 months..

to dear..
i changed the name just simply play2 with my coursemate..
don't hap chou..i know dear won't..XD
sayang back yea..
about medi and pharmacy..
i think that medi will be more interesting than pharmacy,
but the risk is higher..
another thing is your emotion management must be very3 good.
ohyea..if u want to do medi,u want to be a speciality or ??
if u dare to challenge, just go ahead.
**study and work is totally different, think about it.
  YOUR FUTURE IS IN YOUR HAND

any decision u make, i ll always by your side.
know that your study became more and more difficult..
must ganbatte, sorry that i can't help u much.
i doubt my brain..undergoes retardation..
monday must be a very tiring day for u..
must have enough rest.promise?

have to off to do my work..
take care, miss you, love you.

DONT FORGET TO SMILE~

my poster!!

this is the 12 hours job!!!
XD

21110724

tensed2!!
everything is around the corner..
poster presentation 27th/28th/29th of july.
english test 1 28th/29th july
drama presentation 10th/11th/17th/18th july
physics test 2 12th aug
chemistry test2 13th aug
note: chem ll test on C6-C11,now i haven't clarify C6..TT
      i was requested to wear baju kurung for stu drama presentation..>< + TT + @@
      u know..my character is PRINCESS??!!!!
     
*who can save me?? #exhausted#
just done the mounting board for poster presentation.
the work started at3pm 23july and ended at 3am 24 july.
haha..only done 1 shower at 12am..XD
haven't write the script yet.faint~~

i'll be having drama practice..
the international students always no giving cooperation..25 marks!!
see how much the mark flies!!

lost my rhythm in this week..
i want it back..*beg

22th july..
fetched my friends to ktm station..
1 kancil with 5 fellow and 4 luagges.
the more terrible thing is my friends ktm departed at 3.10pm.
i started the journey at 2.50pm.
note: it actually need about 20-30 minutes to reach there.
1st time i speed till 130km/h,the car some more unstable..
really dangerous..hope next time no more.
*found that drive own car is the BEST.

after that went ipoh jusco with course-mates.
this trip not really nice..because got 2 friends are not that close.
reached utp at 10.00pm..still have 30 mins can use..
got 3 friends back room rest.
so ask another 2 friends to have long gai in utp!
haha..they really stu..didn't hold the soft drinks well.
the coke we da pau from MCD all spilled over the sofa..
test their driving..is very funny..^^
we still had another chit chat session until 4 something!!
got 1 friend said try dont't want sleep.
FAILED! she is the first who fainted on bed!
but it was the best record for them..@@
note : they usually sleep before 12..good baby


dear..next monday started your teaching??
everything still ok?
i think u already adapt the schedule..
if have time upload your latest thing at here.
the garden also can..
your dear become outdated from u.TT

u know what the time now??^^
is 4.46am ^^
morning!! so long didn't message this!
missssssssssssssssssssssss u and MORNING!

20100718

i cheated my friend!!
haha..but it was in good way.
because she will be 18 aged in this coming Wednesday.
1 something in the midnight asked her out to have cold drinks!
to let her room-mate (backed from rawang) set up all the things in room.
it was a great surprise to her when she opened the door!!
*memorable and funny!

I NEED CAR AND I WANT HAVE NEW PHONE!!
imagine how good im if i have a car.
can go out to have meals especially chinese cuisine.
can hang out with friends whenever i want.
can explore whole ipoh.
can travel.
i really desire to own 1 car..seriously..
when it ll come true?? * waiting~~
recently use my friend Iphone to play game..
very bad to say that i get addicted with Iphone game!
Iphone!!is my target now!

break record!
my chemistry can teach 1 whole chapter within 1 and a half hour!
so stu! i gain no chemistry knowledge in this week.
i doubt the ionic bonding between chemistry and i gonna downgrade to covalent bond.
sorry to PN.low and lewis baby..
#no catalyst#

dear..is not me don't want choi u in fb chat box.
because i thought i had messaged u via skype.
but due to the low connection in jungle, the messages sometimes are not send.
ok.maybe is my fault.then apologize here.
#sorry dear#
*gtalk is better app to chat in utp..
i added u into the contact.^^

i think u determined to work as tutor.
may be before i think so negatively, may be u can cope well and earn money at the same time..
all the best to dear.
sweet reminders:
-must get enough sleep
-drink enough H2O
-anything can just find me
 ( any2 thing also can )
-keep healthy and happy lifestyle



by the way..upload some quotes here^^

sista!!

must do like this know??
*imagine your stu face!^^