please SCOLD ME

what have i done??!!
i didn't utilise my time well..keep wasting time..
eat..sleep..online..
maybe i shouldn't back to my home..
shut myself at the campus may better than now!
just feel like rushing back to my campus!

sorry..to dear and shan..
spoilt your mood..
i shouldn't be like this..
all i can say is just sorry..please do forgive me.

about back penang..finally i din follow.
my big aunt backed..
yes..im giving excuse so that i dont have to back penang.
im bad.i know.
i get shocked when i know my grandma was sent to old folk home.
started thinking about the complicated thing.

!!!!!
I MUST STUDY!
6 days from now!
please!! CHEAH ZI CHIAN!!
wake up!!!