20110731

one week gone..time flies so fast!
just feel that i never appreciate every second to study..
i believe that peer pressure really bring lots of effect to people.
u ll tend to be like the same with your gang,
while they ll do the same things also.
sometimes i doubt that people lost their original personalities..

i really don't know whether im on the right track or not.
im quite enjoy nowadays.
i play Iphone game, beat jerry's highscore..
i play ball in the midnight, have fun when watch 1 friend's action.
her action naturally entertains me.
i go to other's room talk and talk and talk..
really have fun!
PROBLEM now!!
i neglected my study!
im lack of self-control, lack of will-power,lack of determination..
CHEAH ZI CHIAN!! please awake!
U ARE A SCHOLAR, U HAVE BIG RESPONSIBILITY TO SCORE WELL!!
DON'T DISAPPOINT OTHERS!
really hope that i can have fun and at the same time can handle my studies.
yea..im greedy! i want both! can I?
i know is very3 difficult..sigh~~

fasting month is coming..
u know what? at stu UTP, no food sell in the morning and afternoon.
mean that only can eat at the night, my lunch ll be none or bread!
this bad news make my desire to have a car become stronger.
if i have car i could drive to outside to have my meals.
*much more delicious in the campus!
i have to do my study for 5 years, is not 5 months..

to dear..
i changed the name just simply play2 with my coursemate..
don't hap chou..i know dear won't..XD
sayang back yea..
about medi and pharmacy..
i think that medi will be more interesting than pharmacy,
but the risk is higher..
another thing is your emotion management must be very3 good.
ohyea..if u want to do medi,u want to be a speciality or ??
if u dare to challenge, just go ahead.
**study and work is totally different, think about it.
  YOUR FUTURE IS IN YOUR HAND

any decision u make, i ll always by your side.
know that your study became more and more difficult..
must ganbatte, sorry that i can't help u much.
i doubt my brain..undergoes retardation..
monday must be a very tiring day for u..
must have enough rest.promise?

have to off to do my work..
take care, miss you, love you.

DONT FORGET TO SMILE~