please SCOLD ME

what have i done??!!
i didn't utilise my time well..keep wasting time..
eat..sleep..online..
maybe i shouldn't back to my home..
shut myself at the campus may better than now!
just feel like rushing back to my campus!

sorry..to dear and shan..
spoilt your mood..
i shouldn't be like this..
all i can say is just sorry..please do forgive me.

about back penang..finally i din follow.
my big aunt backed..
yes..im giving excuse so that i dont have to back penang.
im bad.i know.
i get shocked when i know my grandma was sent to old folk home.
started thinking about the complicated thing.

!!!!!
I MUST STUDY!
6 days from now!
please!! CHEAH ZI CHIAN!!
wake up!!!

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finally..tests and drama come to an end..
dont know izit a happy ending??
they really suffer me for a long time!
i sacrificed a lots for the stu drama.
i waste time to practice,do props and waste money contact them!
please.. im not the group leader! i should do less!
luckily i get some compliments from the audiences!
hope it ll be all well!
tests~~
i have no right to complain..because i deserve that~~
i din really give effort in my tests!
sorry.

well..here to announce that my final ll be on 6th of sep till 11th of sep.
lecturers keep remind us that test is different from final.
we will know the *STANDARD*! it sounded uneasy!
please give me the strength to study during my study week.
DO NOT GET INFLUENCE by others.
think of back to the jungle earlier.
so that can concentrate!

dear..know that u unsatisfied with your result..
the environment is too different from before.
is quite difficult to adapt..u just need time.
but..please dont over push yourself..
must have appropriate rest and break.we are only HUMAN.
no one is perfect..
this sem ll be a hectic sem for u..
MUST3 take good care..anything happen, just tell me..
i ll always stand by..^^
touch leh?

really miss3 u..TT
want to tell u that is so difficult for me to find another friend like u!
u are irreplaceable..
i really wish that i can back right now.
i haven't fully accept the environment here.
maybe i should stop thinking.

the picture that day i want to send is this

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is august!!a hectic month.
test..test..test..
is full with tests...
practice..practice..practice..
have to do my drama practice..
but im still wasting my time!!
arggggghhhhhhhhh!!

i start hating chemistry
very sorry..to pn.low..

the fasting month is really terrible.
those muslims must make all the races to have fasting with them..
the cafes all close..i can't hunt for any food in the morning..
starve..eat breads only..is really stupid!

i bought the ktm ticket to back KL already!!
it is on 25th aug..2040 ll reach..
another problem now..my dad ll move to port dickson to work..
no one can fetch me back home..TT
*try to seek help from wei nee..

u know pn. halimah?
her daughter is study at utp also..
i know her daughter..and yesterday i saw her..
but..actually i dont know pn.halimah!
hahaha

dear...still coughing??
take good care leh.ok?
dont stay too late..
*health**
miss you