the problem..

finally, i had decided to pursue A-level path.
heard that it would be TOUGH and CHALLENGING.
anyway, i ll try my best.
no matter the performance in education or my financial problem.
try my best and don't give up.
lets see how it would goes..

* when life puts u in tough situation,

   don't ask why me,

   just say try me..

recently, i had submitted my details to so many companies..
but i don't receive any reply from them.
it was so bad.
really sad and disappointed.
fine..i should plan for another..

i wonder about that why must i be borned in this kind of family background..
im not totally dislike it, but i dissatify with that.
my elder bro..
he ll only make my mother worry about him.
why don't he become more mature and acts like 21 years old man??
frustated,disappointed..
sometimes, i rather to stay in camp juara serian.
just shut off from everything, don't know anything from the outside world.
and i can gain peaceful,joyful and stresless life at there.
*consider idle life??haha..
whatever..
im already be borned..and in this kind of family background..
i can just accept.
life is still going on.

to pretty hot.

really thanks you that company me for quite a long time in camp.

did disturbed and interrupted u leh?

don't deny oo.

u really think too much de lo.

look, u waste your tears..

im fine at here.

haha.

*THANKS YOU

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To you

I believe those are fond memories for you

Keep in your deep heart core 

I believe they won't forget you since you are nice and noisy

as I mentioned in Garden of Tranquility before

In this 10 weeks

You experienced a lot of joyful activities

In this 10 weeks

I faced tonnes of homework and uncountable words in my notes

Test and test

Homework and homework

But I did have fun in between that

Btw

I will never forget

in this 10 weeks

There is a good audience who is willing to sacrifice her credits to call her pretty hot

Cried in the phone

Worked as a DJ in 102.6 FM

just for pretty hot's sweet pumpkin

hahaha

Sounds so complicated huh

hehe

About your family

I couldn't help much

The only thing I can do is

SUPPORT you!!!!!!

Any decision that you made

I will support and give you my advice when there is a need

My dearest initimate

It's glad to have you

Sincerely

Faithfully

Seriously

Really

Hahaha

Stay tune..xD

turning point

NS was a ever long DREAM i had in my life..
it started on 2nd jan and ended on13 mac.
it brought lots of things to me..
i get know to quite lots of friends,
i know how to work in team,
i become more independent,
i had joyful memory at there,although sometimes was boring..

on the 1st day,my phone was never stopped working.
i was strange to everyone,
just kept on sms,
thanks for your companies..
luckily,i knew a friend,mui yee.
she helped me a lots when i was in the airport.
really feel thankful to her..
it was really fate,we were in the same company!!

as time passed,i know more friends..
chinese,malay,iban,bidayuh....
i never expect that i would found intimate,sin yee in the camp.
we can share everything.
family,friends,education..
i exposed my  feeling to her,
we did teased each other without giving face,
she was my driver during cny,
and her mom treats me super nicely,
thanks for auntie's cooking and those snacks u bought to me.

this dream gave me lots of unforgetable memories..
-fill water in pail before shower and take into the shower room
-wake up in the midnight to charge phone
-wear punjabwi *sexy* attire during singing competition
-being caught by teacher in the class *felt slept in the class..haha
-massage each other
-wear the same shirt and pant for few days without washing
-naik pangkat with the sick condition
-polish the spike boat
-tidy up my layout and check others' layout
-digest snack on the bed
-lead ikrar in front of 370+ people
-have sport competition among comapny
-gossip about other
-have meal together with the BIG FAMILY
-morning exercise,play those games which need teamwork*interesting and funny
-caht withh those friends who are really funny and friendly
-sing country song and wira wirawati song in the condition of half conscious
-play rain water with those cutie friends
-sweep away those insects
-support our company with own way*i love it so much
-marching practice
-kayak and rakit
-kembara berhalangan
-rifle
-flying force
and etc...

now..the dream ended.
i can only recall those moments,but they ll never back.

it's the time for me to face the reality now.
have to face my result soon,
plan for my study,
find a part time job for 1 or 2 months.
the Problem in my family never leave,
IT be with us for such a long2 time.
sometimes i prefer to stay at camp,so that im stressless.
anyhow,still have to face it
*TOUGH*



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Hi..XD

hehe.
now only i reply yea..
wait till your neck long jor leh??

never think that u ll post and kacau my blog at here.
i thought im gonna to neglect this URL.
and no one ll check for it..
thanks for wasting your time to renovate it ar.
i don't think i ll change it.
unless i really fall in love with blogging..
haha

u were countdown-ing for the days i return leh..
i understand la.
u misssssss me so much ma.

here to announce:
I'M BACK!!


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