i need YOU

2 months + early in the year 2011,i leave..went to east malaysia for NS.
throughout the 2 months, im all well.
this time, i leave..still in west malaysia,
**BUT**
i miss YOU, i need YOU..
whithin this month, i really feel homesick.seriously i never feel this when i was ns-ing..
my dad said that because i went ns for fun, i feel stressless and enjoy.
while, now im under high pressure at tronoh.since im studying but not enjoy.
i have to care my studies, some more UTP has a lots of genius, most of them are scholars.
very competitive, actually sometimes i feel inferior.

BURST..is really BURST!! BURST into tears..
actually i dont want both of u to worry about me.
but if i didn't do so, i really don't know how i'll be now.
i depressed myself in the jungle such a long time.
YES!! i miss u, i need u!!
i miss your nagging.. your concern..
i feel kind of uneasy, the day i reached home.
seem something haven't do. it made me so tired, made me lost appetite.
ANS : i haven't cry in front of u..i haven't release ~~
sorry dad, ask u to bring me out to have my dinner at 2am..and i cried at the mamak stall..
sorry mom, disturb you to sleep, u awaked and listen to my complaints..
sometimes i really wish u were here for me.
i haven't fully adapt my life at the jungle. i feel emptiness sometimes..
but i'll try my best to cope with it!
truely, i feel better after RELEASE..
sorry, if i really scared u..

-hang out-
hmm..that day, i haven't RELEASE actually..
i think everything is ok.
i....a bit low energy~~but we still have a nice day..true.
sorry dear, i didn't tell u.because i myself don't know i was tired because of 'this'.
don't worry..now already overcome.
thanks for sacrifying your precious time..and the worst part is u get scolded..
*sorry
well,waiting for the next dating.
i want movie, i want haagon daz.
can i have it?

*thara, thanks for giving me the courage to BURST in front of my parents.
THANKS YOU.