turning point

NS was a ever long DREAM i had in my life..
it started on 2nd jan and ended on13 mac.
it brought lots of things to me..
i get know to quite lots of friends,
i know how to work in team,
i become more independent,
i had joyful memory at there,although sometimes was boring..

on the 1st day,my phone was never stopped working.
i was strange to everyone,
just kept on sms,
thanks for your companies..
luckily,i knew a friend,mui yee.
she helped me a lots when i was in the airport.
really feel thankful to her..
it was really fate,we were in the same company!!

as time passed,i know more friends..
chinese,malay,iban,bidayuh....
i never expect that i would found intimate,sin yee in the camp.
we can share everything.
family,friends,education..
i exposed my  feeling to her,
we did teased each other without giving face,
she was my driver during cny,
and her mom treats me super nicely,
thanks for auntie's cooking and those snacks u bought to me.

this dream gave me lots of unforgetable memories..
-fill water in pail before shower and take into the shower room
-wake up in the midnight to charge phone
-wear punjabwi *sexy* attire during singing competition
-being caught by teacher in the class *felt slept in the class..haha
-massage each other
-wear the same shirt and pant for few days without washing
-naik pangkat with the sick condition
-polish the spike boat
-tidy up my layout and check others' layout
-digest snack on the bed
-lead ikrar in front of 370+ people
-have sport competition among comapny
-gossip about other
-have meal together with the BIG FAMILY
-morning exercise,play those games which need teamwork*interesting and funny
-caht withh those friends who are really funny and friendly
-sing country song and wira wirawati song in the condition of half conscious
-play rain water with those cutie friends
-sweep away those insects
-support our company with own way*i love it so much
-marching practice
-kayak and rakit
-kembara berhalangan
-rifle
-flying force
and etc...

now..the dream ended.
i can only recall those moments,but they ll never back.

it's the time for me to face the reality now.
have to face my result soon,
plan for my study,
find a part time job for 1 or 2 months.
the Problem in my family never leave,
IT be with us for such a long2 time.
sometimes i prefer to stay at camp,so that im stressless.
anyhow,still have to face it
*TOUGH*



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